I just don't get it, over such a small thing..... why is she so bias? What have she got against me. I don't understand it!!!

All my life, i wondered that if treated her a little bit nicer, then the way she treats me will be different. But now, it's still the same. I wonder if it is just me standing in the way of her bias-ness. (pardon the language).

I don't have a lot of friends.... at home i don't have anyone to talk to... why can't she at least give me hope.....?